being a lesbian kpop fan.

I feel so uncomfortable being a lesbian kpop fan.

Mostly, because there is a lot of homophobia in Korea, so it’s just awkward loving some celebrity who would think I’m disgusting or something because of my sexuality.

Then, the other kpop fans. It ticks me off whenever I see fangirls go “If ____ was a girl I’d go lesbian for him!” - no, you wouldn’t. It just feels uncomfortable.

And well, it feels lonely. I have never met any other lesbian kpop fan.

Lastly, I’ve been bashed because I am a lesbian. I am a fan of this boy group and some fans have told me I’m not a “real fan” because I don’t “love them enough”.

Stuff like this annoys me and makes me insecure. That is why I’ve been considering to leave the kpop fandom.

S!B1: I’ve been a victim of cyber-bullying because of my sexual orientation and I don’t want to go over it again.

S!B2: no1curr.

Also, please excuse me if I made any grammar mistakes. English isn’t my first language.