My friend.

My friend looks exactly like Taemin. It bothers me. A lot. To a point where I can no longer look at my friend or Taemin without thinking about the other.

Okay, so if my friend didn’t have really dark skin, huge lips, and wavy/curly-ish hair, spoke my language well so that I wouldn’t mentally cringe every time he spoke to me, was Thai and the fact that he is in my view just a friend, I would totally try to flirt with him or something like I would because he looks so much like Taemin.

But I mean, because I don’t find my friend attractive and think of him every time I see Taemin, I’ve started to find Taemin unattractive as well. Taemin used to be my bias. And now I seriously can’t think of him in a sexual way any more, so I had to change my bias to Onew. The whole thing has just warped my view on my adorable bratty baby, and I might even just stop stanning SHINee because of it. :(

sb!: People would think that I meant that his looks are ugly, i didn’t mean it like that, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, I just find it unattractive. Some people don’t get that we all can’t be attracted to the same thing. It doesn’t work like that. I even expect some rude comments about how I’m shallow/fake on this post. No, bitch. I’m a human being, and I have preferences.

sb!: My friends who follow my tumblr knows this friend and I don’t want them to tell him, because I know he kind of has a crush on me.