K-POP changed my priorities

Since I’ve been into K-POP, my priorities and values have been changed. I’m completely in love/ obsessed with my main bias and because of that no other guy is good, funny or handsome enough for me. To be honest, I actually don’t even like guys guys who have same nationality as me, because I prefer Koreans more. I’m pretty sure, my main bias will ruin a lot of things in the future, because he’s all I can think of.

Also I put idols before anyone else. They come first and then after them comes friends and family. K-POP is more important than anything else. I find Korean idols better than my friends. If  I have to choose between saving one of my friend’s life or my biase’s, I would choose the second one. (I would to anything for my main bias.) I rather spend many hours watching variety shows etc… than hang out with my friends. I care and worry more about my favourite idolst than about my friends or family.

K-POP is the only thing that can make me happy, when I’m really depressed or sad. I can always watch or listen to idols and feel happier, but my friends aren’t never with me, when I need them the most. 

Before discovering K-POP I was in a really dark place, I was bullied, I even cut myself and had a lot of suicidal thoughts. But they saved me, I became a bit happier and that is the reason why K-POP means the world to me, because they were there for me when nobody else was. I still have suicidal thoughts and depressing periods, but now I have a reason to not give up on life: I want to go to South Korea and see K-POP idols, expecially my main bias.

S!B: People do know I like K-POP a lot, but nobody knows how much I really LOVE them.