I had a dream a few nights ago that I was a plastic surgeon and Dongwoo came in crying to me saying that he wanted me to give him tits and… other girl-bits so that he could have Myungsoo’s baby because he wanted to have a baby as beautiful as Myungsoo and as talented as him.
Then the conversation (because apparently I was fine with this O_O) went on to how big his tits were going to be (he decided on C’s because suddenly having DD’s would hurt his back?) and if he was still going to retain his… boy bits… HOW DOES THAT WORK
He left after that because I had another appointment, and Kikwang came in telling me that the womb I had given him wasn’t working because he wanted to have twins- each with the genes of each husband (Junhyung and Doojoon) but they kept being twins of the same gene parent…
Then I woke up screaming.
That was then I realised that I seriously should stop my kpop addiction…
s!b: This is fucking weird and I am so embarrassed for me and my sub conscience.
s!b2: WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
this really has been bothering me.
i am diehard b2uty. i know how to dance all their songs, sing all their songs and collected both albums and dvds. so, yoseob has been my bias since i joined the b2uty fandom and i swear, you have no idea how much i love this man! i went from reading romance fics to smut fics(im not a pervert :P), tweeting him goodmorning&goodnight etc.
i knew infinite a while ago but im not those people who would legit go find out their real names, birthdays; i only knew their stage names. so i kinda ignored them. then at a b2st fic i was reading at LJ, infinite made an appearance. Myungsoo was very helpful in the fic and he saved Hyunseung and Kikwang when they were in the bathroom escaping from the guards.
so from that fic, it lead me to reading infinite fics. i’ve told this to myself; if you’re not part of their fandom, you’re not allowed to read any smut fics. cause i feel its going overboard. but i broke that rule. ive been reading a lot of myungsoo smut fics and fics that consist of infinite and no beast.
it feels like i kinda threw beast away. everytime i see a beast post on my dash, i would like it. but whenever its a myungsoo or infinite post, i freak out and automaticallly reblog the post. i think i disgraced the fandom. im a horrible b2uty. and the fact that i dont wannnna telll my friend this bcoz she is a hardcore b2uty and inspirit and both love my biases; which is seob and myung.
and im still questioning myself whether or not i shouould join the inspirit fandom.
s!b im no a inspirit. i thought dongwoo had ugly teeeth, hoya had a very evil smile, woohyun is trying, sunggyyu .. was there, sungyeol probabbly dont have lines to sing and sungjong was gay. the only one who caught my eye was myungsoo.
s!b2 if any inspirit read what i listed up there ^, im gonna get shot
s!b3 but i dont think it that way anymore. i used to, when i saw them at a glance. i know i shouldnt be judgging. dont bash me inspirits.
s!b4 my friend will also shoot me if i tell her i love both her biases. i have to fake everything and tell her i love woohyun and dujun.
I think myungsoo is overrated member of infinite. I don’t know what other people see in him. He looks like an average korean boy compared to other idols out there. He can’t act/dance/sing that well. His awkwardness makes me really cringe. I don’t find it cute/hot like some other people do. I skip every scenes he’s at when watching SUFBB because I can’t stand looking at him trying hard to act cool. They should’ve killed his character instead of Byunghee.
I don’t hate him. I just don’t understand why many people such as my friends are getting gaga over him like he’s a perfect human being or something.
S!B: Most of my followers are myungsoo bias.
When it comes to guy groups my bias is always the most attractive one to me. I feel really shallow because of this, I can’t help it. In Infinite I’m super attracted to Myungsoo, and I call him my bias. Even though I like Sunggyu’s voice the most and Sungyeol’s personality. Whenever I see Myungsoo I spazz so bad, there’s just something about him that I really like. He’s the first guy to ever bring out the fangirl in me, I never knew I had a fangirl in me. Usually when I see hot guys, I’m just like omg sexy and then not care anymore. But when I see Myungsoo on my dash I’m like omglfngksnailrnkanklbsrdgjkblkbdUGHHHHHHHHHHHHwhycan’tIhavehim. Also when I watched B.A.P’s Warrior, I saw Himchan and fell in love with him. Even though there was not enough of him in the video and he only got like 2 short lines. I watched Ta-Dah it’s B.A.P and I think Yong Guk is really funny but I just want to call Himchan my bias so bad. Am I shallow for this? It makes me feel bad. But I really can’t call any of the other members of Infinite my bias even though I seriously love all of them, I always say Myungsoo is my bias.
S!b: I don’t want my followers to know that’s the reason why he’s my bias.
Last week, a few hours before bedtime, I found a random ring in my house. I just kept it in my drawer mindlessly.
That night, I had a dream that L gave me the exact same ring. He has the same ring, and that makes them couple rings, and just said “Keep our promise.” I was too happy to function. After he was gone, someone leaked an information that he would propose to me soon.
The scene changed to a garden party at a beautiful white house at night. People looked joyous and I saw a few Boyfriend members. L was nowhere to be found. In the middle of the party, I saw Soyu in a very sexy dress (well just one from their So Cool perfs), looking furious… At me. She shouted on how L could give me that ring, because he’s hers.
My dream ended. The first thing that crossed my mind when I woke up was: I. HATE. SOYU.
Now I dislike everything about her.
s!b: it’s amazing what you can dream about
s!b2: I love SISTAR.
tbqh I hate it when someone has an airy singing voice. The best example would be Infinite, especially L. Not hating on them or anything, it just annoys me to hear a bunch of airy voices hitting high notes throughout the whole song.
s!b: I’m a hardcore Inspirit but I feel selfish for liking them only for their looks and personalities, not their skills/talents.
I’m American, but I always find a lot of similarities between me and idols. Bom, Myungsoo, Hyuna, etc. Sometimes I’ll so much like an American version of an idol that it scares me…
s!b: Isn’t it obvious?
