Onew

My bias is Onew and I’ll fangirl for him for the rest of time.

But the thing is that as much as I want to support him in everything he does, I kind of dont like the rest of SHINee that much. I tell everyone that Im a Shawol but tbh Im not.Im just an MVP.Sometimes I catch myself thinking “Ahh wouldnt it be amazing if Onew were in BEAST or SJ?” Its not like I hate them I just like other idols better…

UGHH just wanted to get it out of my system.

I got really sad when I read that Key & Onew aren’t close. They’re my two favorites. It’s sad to think that they’ve been in Shinee since the trainee days but still aren’t close friends. I almost feel like I have to choose between them. S!B: I’ve always been a skeptic of OnKey & felt like they were cold to eachother, so idk why I’m surprised.

Poor Lee Jinki….

Ever since Shinee came back with Sherlock I’ve been really excited and happy for their promotions.But in alot of interviews Onew seems really distant from everyone even in the encore he wasn’t interacting with anyone not even Taemin. I’m really worried about him and the rumours going around that he is depressed or that other members are excluding him.

So the secret is that If he is depressed I want him to leave Shinee and go seek help.I love him with all my heart but it makes he cry to see him like this.

Sb!:Shawols would say Im a hater

sb!2:Some people are in denial that nothing is wrong

sb!3:I’m an MVP I shouldn’t want my bias to leave my ultimate group

sb!4:It would turn into DBSK all over again

I’m hating myself so much right now…

I had drunken sex with the guy my bestfriend likes just because he looks like Onew. After work we hung out with our co-workers. I’m a bad drinker so I usually avoid alchool, but that night he was offering me a lot of drinks and I didn’t want to make a bad impression. I drank so much I couldn’t walk properly so he gave me a ride home. Things heated up and we made out.

I was so drunk that I thought he was Onew. I even called him “Jinki”.

And he knows I like SHINee.

Now I’m feeling like shit not only because I slept with the guy my bestfriend likes, but also because it was amazing and I can’t regret doing it.

S!B: I don’t have courage to tell my bestfriend. I love her so much and I feel bad for lying to her.

I feel like I’m the only one who likes Onew’s teaser picture for Sherlock.

s!b: I feel like I’m the only person in the world who doesn’t like it when kpop stars take pictures for albums all shirtless or sexylike.

My boyfriend and I had sex.

And for some reason he moaned out exactly like the way Onew does in Shout Out. I’m not even kidding. At first I ignored it because you know, I’m too busy being in pleasure but then as he was climaxing and he was doing the Onew moan over and over. I was kind of freaked out.

So now whenever I see him, I think of Onew and whenever I listen to Shout Out I blush because I think of my boyfriend and sex.

s!b: Embarassing moment and so awkward. I don’t want people to know