I’m a sixteen year old girl who strongly believes in no sex before marriage, it has nothing to do with religion or anything just that I want to wait until I find a man who loves me for me and not just my body.
But despite preaching to my friends about not to rush into sexual relationships I know for a fact that if I ever met my bias (Taecyeon) and he propositioned me for sex I would say yes even if it was a one-night stand. It makes me feel so ashamed of myself and I realise that I’m being a hypocrite but I really love Taec and every time I look at pictures/videos of him I get aroused.
I bet my friends know who this is just from who my bias is/my age. lol
Recently, I was listening to Taecyeon’s ‘You Don’t Miss The Water’ (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Zv54AQW4cA&feature=player_embedded) and I got so unbelievably turned on words cannot describe. Eventually it got so bad that I had to ‘do something’. I started around 2:45 and I came within two strokes, no joke. Then I got hard again at 2:52.
s!b: I am a straight guy (or at least was; I have no idea anymore) so I can’t tell anyone about this.
Whenever I see Tall Male Idols I always visualize them being short instead. And in that way I can say that some idols doesn’t look that great if they were short. For example, JUST AN EXAMPLE, Siwon, putting him in a small body makes him look like an average Asian-American guy. Taecyon would fall a little under-average for me, if that’s the case.
s/b: My bias is TALL. And he’s in a TALL group but I would say that most of the other members wouldn’t be so appealing being short.
Taeyeon and Taecyeon. I ship these 2 even though they have like zero interaction.
I also secretly ship Changmin from DBSK and Changmin from 2AM. I think that would be such a hot OTP.
s!b: I know a lot of people who are TaeNy and HoMin shippers and will say I’m stupid for having these as my OTPs
s!b2: They’ll think it’s even more stupid that they’re my OTPs because their names
But the thing was he was an axe murderer who was wearing a tutu and he was hacking me to piece while dancing to “I’ll be Back.” You would think I would be scared by this dream, but I enjoyed ever single moment. It was like I had one bloody concert before my death with a sexy beastly man.
So now whenever I hear the song I’ll be Back, I just picture Taecyeon in a tutu hacking me to pieces with an axe and I smile.
s!b: It’s not very socially normal to enjoy a dream of being hacked to pieces by a K-pop idol wielding an axe and dancing to his song while wearing a tutu.
There’s just so many photos of them together. Yeah, of course girls and guys can he friends without anything going on, but the chemisty they have with each other is obvious. Plus they’re from 2 different labels that rarely have interactions and they’ve been on numerous “friendship gatherings”.
s!b: Everyone I know ships Jessica with members of SNSD.
s!b2: People will just call me a delusional shipper.
I know I’m so weird. Like first of all they’re different genders, different bands, different labels, etc. But I keep mixing up their names. So like whenever people said that Jessica x Taecyeon were really dating I thought they mean Jessica and Taeyeon.
s!b: Like I said this is weird and embarrassing
Because I really wanted him to have a piece of me. You know how girls send their idols their bloody period panties? Well I’m a guy so I can’t have bloody periods but I stepped on broken glass and my feet started bleeding so I put on a sock so it would stain it and then I kept the sock, put it inside an envolope with a letter to Taecyeon and I sent it. Unfortunately it was returned back to me because I used the wrong postage stamp.
s!b: I don’t want anyone knowing that I was dumb to not check if the stamp was correct.
s!b2: I don’t want my followers to know that I sent a bloody sock to Taecyeon.
They are:
1. Eunjung
2. Jiyeon
3. Yoona
4. Sungyeol
5. Hara
6. Taecyeon
7. UEE
8. Sulli
I’m wishing this for their own good. I’m tired hearing that they’re useless, talentless and basically doing nothing as an idol singer in their respective groups. They can abandon the idol ship and permanently become actors and actresses. Because of obvious reasons: dramas and movies make more bucks, and not focused for teenagers only. You can reach wide range of fanbase, and you can last longer in the entertainment industry.
s!b: people will go ‘BUT WHAT WILL THE GROUPS BECOME WITHOUT THEM???’
