Before I start, I’d just like to say that I’m not a KissMe, I’m a Blackjack and I run one of the most well-known 2NE1 blogs on Tumblr. Anyways.. I feel like U-KISS deserves to win at least ONE award already. They make quite decent music, though I haven’t listened to all their songs, only the title tracks and the Japanese releases. I don’t want to be a hater, but I seriously think some groups only won awards because they made good music previously and are still riding that wave of success even if their current music is terrible. To be honest, if 2NE1 were having a comeback right now, I would not be offended if they lost to U-KISS and I would be happy for them. An addressing people saying KissMes are desperate and annoying: wouldn’t you be desperate if your bias group was in danger of disbanding? I also don’t find them to annoying at all from what I’ve seen.. The most annoying thing would maybe be Twitter spam about voting. They are a small fandom and probably one of the nicest. I find it incredibly sad that there are people trying to get people to vote AGAINST U-KISS. I’ve seen people on Twitter asking their followers to vote for any group as long as its not U-KISS because they “seriously need to GTFO of k-pop”. Are you being serious? I can’t really imagine what U-KISS and KissMe would feel like now, especially with their hunbaes overtaking them in popularity and fans and with groups with huge fanbases coming back soon… I mostly blame it on their company to be honest… Their debut concept was terrible. I’m sorry to KissMe but it was seriously terrible and I think most will agree. The promotion is poor… The MVs for some title tracks have never been released (I think maybe it was Someday that was shelved?). Tl;dr: I think they deserve to win something, their music is good. I find their fanbase to be nice (sometimes nicer than mine) and I respect them and their fans. I somewhat blame their company for their lack of popularity domestically. S!b: I run a popular 2NE1 blog as mentioned before, and I don’t think my followers would be too happy about me saying I wouldn’t mind 2NE1 losing to U-KISS.
So I’ve really fallen in love with Kim Jaeseop from U-Kiss and I know that he is one of the smartest idols out there as he got accepted into an Ivy League school in the states. He also stated that his ideal type would be intelligent.
Whenever I got a score on my test that isn’t no where near what I call ‘high’ I would always think, “Jaeseop would never like you with that score” or “Jaeseop would never get that” or even “You’re just too dumb for him”. I would cry myself to sleep every night at the thought of it, I started to cry at school right after I test I took because I didn’t get ‘good marks’.
I’ve really thought about this and it made me cry at times that I’m not smart enough for him to like me or be with me, even though I know it’s such a fat chance, I still like the feeling of becoming his ideal type, I really do love him. I started obsessing over my test scores and every time I would get something below average I would get really frustrated because I know that I won’t be perfect to him. It went to a point where I had to go into counselling and they thought I was stupid when I told them why I push myself so far and hard. I started loosing hair from the stress I had, I just kept on thinking to myself that I had to be the perfect girl for him. But then I went over the edge, my obsession got too far and I started to cut myself. I’m never going to be his perfect girl now. But I just can’t stop myself.
s!b : It’s only Jaeseop.
s!b2 : Cutting for an idol is stupid.
s!b3 : It would be stupid to tell someone who knows I cut what the reason is.
s!b4 : My followers sure won’t like it.
So you know…I could get some action or whatever…
s!b: Yeah…I’ll sound like a pervert
s!b2: Cousin follows me LOL
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….then we can’t mourn over the old members? How fair.
Other fandoms, HUGE fandoms, have their ’separation conflict’ for over YEARS. Twice, three times longer that ukiss. And when they mourn over it people are like ‘oh, you still keep your faith, how nice’ or ‘i know, i wish this/that member will comeback to the group too’. And yet when a KissMe whine about how they miss the old members people went ‘get f**kin over it, it’s been a year’ ‘KissMes are so whiny’. Oh, really? How about trying to compare our whine to another fandom? Yes, it’s been a year. It’s ONLY been a year. Other fandoms can talk about it yet we can’t? Just because our fandom is small, people mocked some of us who can’t easily move on like other ‘true fan’. Yea right. How long does that ‘true fans’ have stayed in the fandom, huh? Some of them only knew ukiss for a while and some who has known long enough is just a casual fan and they still have a truckload of other fandoms to stan. How would you know how we feel?
I’m sick of their stupid judgments and double standards for fandoms. Other fandoms can mourn as long as they like because they’re huge. They picked on KissMe because the amount of fans that still stan the old ukiss is just small and they feel powerful bashing us. Try to say the same thing about moving on to other fandom and the amount of fans that still holding on to the past will eat those hipsters alive.
S!B: I don’t want to hear another ‘move on! move on!’ from people who doesn’t even know what i’ve been through.
I don’t know why. First, I’m still not over that Xander and Kibum has left them. Even though I’m really happy seeing them successing with solo projects.
U-Kiss has since their departure felt so empty without them. Something is missing, and I hate people saying that AJ and Hoon came to replace them. I hate the word replace. They can’t be replaced.
All over my dash people are fangirling over the two and I just don’t see what’s so good about them. I think Kiseop was okay since he did a humble entrance and even posted an apology. He’s kind and sensitive.
But AJ and Hoon (the latter especially) in my eyes just takes so much place. Hoon gets all the lines in their new songs now. It feels like he’s the new leader, Soohyun seems to be forgotten.
Jaeseop and Jaevin disgutst me. I. can’t. get it out of my mind.
Seriously U-Kiss has been ruined by them.
s!b, My followers all adore AJ and Hoon
s!b, I don’t want to dislike them, but no one has ever showed me anything about them that has been positive.
I’m starting to get really worried about U-kiss comeback since all of the kiss me’s and other fandoms are really trying our best to finally get U-kiss to win for their next comeback. But I found out that they might be making a comeback with other famous bands too. Like Shinee, B2st and CNblue. Not that I have anything against these bands but I really do wish U-kiss finally wins something. They work really hard and deserve to be recogized for it too.
s.b : my friends dont really support u-kiss at all.
s.b2 : I dont want any issues with other fandoms too.
I find him ugly.
It’s not that I hate him or anything. I like his voice and he has talent. I just don’t like his face.
s!b: I call myself a KISS ME.
