this really has been bothering me.
i am diehard b2uty. i know how to dance all their songs, sing all their songs and collected both albums and dvds. so, yoseob has been my bias since i joined the b2uty fandom and i swear, you have no idea how much i love this man! i went from reading romance fics to smut fics(im not a pervert :P), tweeting him goodmorning&goodnight etc.
i knew infinite a while ago but im not those people who would legit go find out their real names, birthdays; i only knew their stage names. so i kinda ignored them. then at a b2st fic i was reading at LJ, infinite made an appearance. Myungsoo was very helpful in the fic and he saved Hyunseung and Kikwang when they were in the bathroom escaping from the guards.
so from that fic, it lead me to reading infinite fics. i’ve told this to myself; if you’re not part of their fandom, you’re not allowed to read any smut fics. cause i feel its going overboard. but i broke that rule. ive been reading a lot of myungsoo smut fics and fics that consist of infinite and no beast.
it feels like i kinda threw beast away. everytime i see a beast post on my dash, i would like it. but whenever its a myungsoo or infinite post, i freak out and automaticallly reblog the post. i think i disgraced the fandom. im a horrible b2uty. and the fact that i dont wannnna telll my friend this bcoz she is a hardcore b2uty and inspirit and both love my biases; which is seob and myung.
and im still questioning myself whether or not i shouould join the inspirit fandom.
s!b im no a inspirit. i thought dongwoo had ugly teeeth, hoya had a very evil smile, woohyun is trying, sunggyyu .. was there, sungyeol probabbly dont have lines to sing and sungjong was gay. the only one who caught my eye was myungsoo.
s!b2 if any inspirit read what i listed up there ^, im gonna get shot
s!b3 but i dont think it that way anymore. i used to, when i saw them at a glance. i know i shouldnt be judgging. dont bash me inspirits.
s!b4 my friend will also shoot me if i tell her i love both her biases. i have to fake everything and tell her i love woohyun and dujun.